Friday, November 25, 2011

Broken

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I6cdPeYJh0s&ob=av2e

I'm not sure why, but this song is how I'm feeling today. Must be all the snow...wetness, slushy, dark. I drove back from a quick jaunt into town feeling sad and heavy hearted. I'm missing my dad. I feel like my life is going by so quick in front of my eyes and I can't say that I'm loving every minute of it. Maybe it's that I turned 40 and I'm having a mid life crisis. I don't know. I know there are many positive aspects of my life, but I miss our family and close friends. I'm sure if the sun starts to shine tomorrow I'll be proclaiming how fantastic my life is. Please bear with me and my rollercoaster of emotions!
In other news, my van wouldn't start this morning. Probably for the fact that it had a soaking wet battery from my swamp driving and I haven't started it in a couple of days. Shay and I went to use our handy dandy battery starter, but lo and behold, it wasn't charged. I am ashamed to say I said words that are not too fitting for a lady. I did manage to jump start the van using the truck and it seems to be running like a hot damn. Somewhere along the way I've lost the second set of truck keys, so that will be causing my hubby to share some very unladylike words with me.
It is my middle son's 12th birthday today. I was coming off of night shifts so I couldn't do too much celebrating, but I did make him a special breakfast of pancakes. Tonight he requested McYucky's for his birthday supper, so I obliged and am having the after effects of a gut bomb. Shite...clean eating wasn't happening today...more like on the dirty side of the plate.
I have 4 glorious days off and am loving them. I have so much housework to do around here. I swear we were on the verge of being nominated for the hoarder's show...thankfully, I will try and put a stop to this impending ballot.
Christmas is only 30 days away and I haven't bought one present! Holy Muther Effer...but...I don't feel too stressed. I have an idea of a few things to get the kids, but they have everything. I'm just looking forward to spending some quality time with the family.
Tonight I have some floors to wash and wine to drink. Hehe..who says alcohol and cleaning doesn't mix! I'm a true multi tasker. I am on night shift mode, so I am setting up a couple of playlists and will clean to the music.
I've been on the hunt for some new music these days. Feel free to leave a comment with any suggestions of some good music choices.
Have a fantastic evening... I leave you with this clip that seems to bring a smile even to the most sullenest of moods...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tA0iLtT46fY
Stay warm!
~Jenny

13 comments:

Julie Julie Bo Boolie said...

Hope your day is full of sunshine today.

Rox said...

OMG Music! Download Coldplay's latest album, "Myloto Xyloto!" It's the bum-diggity! I just love it! Stay away from Adele if you're already bummed out, although she is groovy too. Um, Wide Mouth Mason's new album is pretty awesome too. It's very rockin'! It's called "No Bad Days" and it makes you feel that. You should also download the song "Ladylike" by Storm Large and the Balls. Seriously, you'll love it!

I've found that when you lose a parent (or three, in my case) it makes you re-evaluate everything! Especially around the holidays. It's important to take time out and just remember, and just breathe in the moments of your life.

Hire someone to clean your house once a week/month. Seriously. It will give you more time and you can afford it, you have nurse money now! HAHAHA! Chin up, Jenny!

SueakaNana said...

Yay Jenny, your back, so great to read your blog.. can you check in on mine and let me know if you can see it I hate the new up so just need to know if its readable.. oh yes and I'm with Rox lol, T bought that Adele CD in W.M. one night we listened to it on the way home to K and OMG T took it out thru it at me and said here Merry Christmas lol, I couldn't even give it away either and missing your dad geez its been 15 yrs almost for me and I still miss him so much see I am a Daddys girl, then my Step Dad who I was getting close to passed in June of this year, so yep I feel your pain Jen, hey and the lack of sleep working nights won't help your mood either so its good you have days to yourself, sorry don't want this to sound like a book.. but yay happy to have you back on here.. have a great week

Anonymous said...

Yay thanks and now I know people just read my blog but don't neccarily leave a comment.. which is fine but at least I know it works.. thanks.. and so happy you are back...ttyl

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