Before reading I should give everyone fair warning. If you're looking for happy, you've come to the wrong place.
Lately my mood has been vile. I'm angry. I'm pissed off. I'm a bitch with a capital B!! Everything and everyone is annoying me. I've been trying to pinpoint what is causing the mood. I'm wondering if my hormones are so out of the whack that it's causing moodiness. My hubby's playful comments and loving teases are driving me over the edge. The other night I felt like my head was going to pop out of my head. My kids were supposed to clean the basement and it was the.most.disgusting.vile.filthy.raunchy.sick.mess....
I'm eating properly and continuing with the hard workouts. My mom went through early menopause(started at 38 and then was put on hormone medication) and I'm hoping I'm not going to follow in her footsteps. I hate not feeling happy. I don't know if the last few months have caught up with me and this bitchiness is just a part of the grief.
What if it's not?? What if I stay a bitter beyotch for the rest of my life???
Does anyone know of a healthy supplement...a non bitchy pill???
Holy crap, venting has helped...I think I just clued into what my problem may be...can't go into details. Those that know me well, will probably figure it out...
Anyhow...grrrrrrr........off to clean my house...
2 days ago