Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Can Somebody Say Beyotch???

Before reading I should give everyone fair warning. If you're looking for happy, you've come to the wrong place.
Lately my mood has been vile. I'm angry. I'm pissed off. I'm a bitch with a capital B!! Everything and everyone is annoying me. I've been trying to pinpoint what is causing the mood. I'm wondering if my hormones are so out of the whack that it's causing moodiness. My hubby's playful comments and loving teases are driving me over the edge. The other night I felt like my head was going to pop out of my head. My kids were supposed to clean the basement and it was the.most.disgusting.vile.filthy.raunchy.sick.mess....
I'm eating properly and continuing with the hard workouts. My mom went through early menopause(started at 38 and then was put on hormone medication) and I'm hoping I'm not going to follow in her footsteps. I hate not feeling happy. I don't know if the last few months have caught up with me and this bitchiness is just a part of the grief.
What if it's not?? What if I stay a bitter beyotch for the rest of my life???
Does anyone know of a healthy supplement...a non bitchy pill???
Holy crap, venting has helped...I think I just clued into what my problem may be...can't go into details. Those that know me well, will probably figure it out...
Anyhow...grrrrrrr........off to clean my house...
~Ciao folks!
Jenny

7 comments:

Roxrocks said...

With everything they are saying about hormones lately, I'm staying away from them! Everyone will just have to be scared of me. LOL!

That being said, is it perhaps your "moon time?" I know mine is mere moments away!! I know this because last night I was telling the dog I hated him and that's always a sure sign! LOL! Poor dog.

Annie Thomas-Burke said...

oh goodness, you sound like me.
I am so sorry Jenny!

Gwen said...

Run, don't walk, to the nearest bottle of B-Complex vitamins. They're anti-bitch wonder drugs for me, but even if they don't completely lift the black cloud, they will smooth out your hormones and prep your body for The Big Change.

Cheryl said...

I have days like that too Jenny - don't beat yourself up about it - embrace it. We all need to show our emotions.
My brother bought "Ageless: The Naked Truth about Bioidentical Hormones" by Suzanne Somers for my mom - I have yet to read it, but it is on my list - and my mom said that it was really worth the read. It sounds funny 'Chrissy' doing a book about women's hormones - but women know best. I hope you feel better soon. Have a piece of chocolate. C.

joni said...

love you.

and you rant anytime anywhere with me girlfriend.

Anonymous said...

That is soooo weird cuz my week was exactly the same thing. I could have won the lottery and i would have been royally pissed.
Amy

Shan said...

B-complex.

 
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